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Early Fetish 2 by poundforpoundcake Early Fetish 2 by poundforpoundcake
Second page of the comic about when I was a kid, learning about my own sexual fetish.

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PJ-K21 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2015
I always enjoy reading these comics they're always so fascinating.
Pawnmaster-Sev Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
It's like reading a description of my life! I can totally see where you're coming from!
floobster Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015
I can hugely relate to this
Click-to-Enlarge Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014
I totally understand this,
But rather than destroying the pics I tryed to hide all of them ^^;
I'm not sure whether you can tell what happened next...

I also remember doing the doll and puppet thing too~ :D
fakefake000 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014
I thought I was weird for doing those things when I was little, it's good to know that there are more people like me =D

I wasn't expecting to see this many people relating to this.... I guess is one of those things that everyone does, but is afraid to say, expecting to be unaccepted =P
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner May 29, 2014
It's been nice hearing how many people can relate to my comic.
Thanks for commenting :^)
explodedzombie Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
I would make plastercine models of fat people then just squish them up afterwards.
TomahawkAndyyay Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
You are the exact boy version of me <3<3<3<3
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014
Neat :^)
thebonerules Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014
Your a true artist
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014
Thanks :^)
Dormammu13 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014
I wish I could draw as well as you do.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014
I wish I could draw better too. It just takes lots of continued practice.
Girlfoxgirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Student Writer
Not my fetish at all personally, but that comic was a rather cute way to tell a great story about growing up and coming to terms with yourself! Kudos to your bravery.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
Thanks. :^)
stufthecat Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
bb812 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013
what web sit was it?
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
One of the early websites I found was called Stuffed Online. It was a collection of drawing by different artists. Sadly, it's not around anymore.
darkangelfower Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2012
whats a fetish?
SKrazee17 Featured By Owner May 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's slang for sexual desires.
weirdlet Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012
I have to say- the process was word for word almost exactly the same for me, except I was/am more about pregnant and pregnant-seeming stuffed bellies. Thank you for sharing this- it's not something I shout to the rooftops, but it's good to know there are other folks who took the same route to what they enjoyed.
XxlolzmanxX Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I had the same anxiety too!!! :o I also thought it was a bit... "odd" to like weight gain on women. I'm glad i can truly relate. :)
HeronSight Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
Your really cool mate, I'm more open about my attraction to big women and my friends have been accepting of it to. its cool to find other people who are the same.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012
Thanks for commenting.
steve-aka Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012
Excellent second part! I too would look everywhere to find information about fat females. I used to check the Guinness Book of World Records out from my elementary school library and look up the entries for World's Fattest Woman. I'd also cut up before and after diet ad pictures and re-sequence them into a more pleasing order. You had to get crafty in the pre-internet days to satisfy your fat fetish.

Again, thanks for sharing!
SamuraiKnight Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
This is sorta like me o.o but I like all forms of women, tho some of these are suprisngly acurate. But I mostly do acceptence art and such, dousin't mean I don't draw something playful from time to time tho.

But I always felt odd about drawing fetishy work, I am to much about respect and such and bla bla bla lol, and even more so now with my gf lol.
DeviantARTPaladin Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I understand what you mean by the conformity, but from the sounds of it, I take it you were brought up in a stricty religios household? I was not, but the fear of being found out was still there. It's interesting how it affects us.
chrysophase2003 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2012
I understand what you went through entirely. I was much the same way. Of course, I have no art skills whatsoever, so I've yet to find a way to express myself as well and in such an entertaining fashion as you have. Your work is excellent.
TheWhopper Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You told the story of my life dude. I did pretty much the same thing too lol.
So true.
garsedj Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
and your favorite totally spies episode is ...

blergh-1 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
As a really young kid I remember seeing one of those Looney Toons spinoffs with the young versions of bugs bunny and porky pig, etc. in it where two of them got really fat, and also a cartoon that was sort of a combination of a bunch of fairy-tales; it was like, Hansel and Gretel crossed with Red Riding Hood, so the witch was fattening up Red while she was in a cage.

I didn't understand why those images stuck in my mind, and I didn't even remember them till I started puberty and liking girls; it was really odd, almost as if those ideas were dormant in me for a long time, and even when they did surface I didn't connect them with liking bigger girls, at first anyway. I remember having a dream as a young kid, maybe 10, that a girl I knew had gotten really fat, and I remember being freaked out that I liked it, but then as I went into puberty, I didn't even realise I liked bigger girls; I think the first time I realised was when I was around 14. Before then all my fantasies were only about regular-sized girls; the first one I can actually remember was of me skinny-dipping with Misty from Pokemon which was...weird, to say the least.

Even when I started to realise that I liked big girls, I never thought it was wrong; I was afraid of what people would think of me, but I always rationalized that those people who would have ostracised me, the kind of people who make others feel bad about their bodies are wrong, and they were missing out. I always thought that they were worse off for not being able to see a larger spectrum of beauty; I could see this scale of beautiful people from small and slim to regular sized and big and soft and all they could see was the thin girls. Of course, I hid my attraction to bigger girls, and my WG art, but now I'm open about liking bigger girls without screaming "I LIKE BIG GIRLS" to everyone I meet, just like I'm semi-open about also being minorly attracted to guys (though I prefer thin or muscley guys, I don't mind slightly chubby guys; it sort of depends); if someone asks me if I'm attracted to a bigger girl or a random guy, or if someone says something derogatory about someone I think is beautiful, I'll answer them truthfully/call them out, and I wasn't ashamed to be seen in public with my ex though she was a little chubby; I liked the way she looked and thought she was beautiful, belly and all, and I told her that without any shame. I told other people that I thought she was gorgeous, because I did, and I still think she is.

It's just hard to say to people that you like chubby people without making it sound like you fetishise all fat girls or without having connotations that you're a "chubby chaser". I try to explain it more like that I like girls from a large range of sizes; that i can see beautiful things in slim girls and chubby girls, and even though when it comes to porn I'm partial to big girls, in real life I've been attracted to girls of all shapes and sizes.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
Thanks for sharing
Ciln Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2012
I used to... stuff my clothing too and I drew fat girls and destroyed it to.
paultjep3 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2012

it's nice to know I'm not the only one.
thank you
Belleeven Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012
this is great - your artwork is as evocative as ever & full of charm - and it really works well with this confessional/auto-biographical story.

And the comments these pieces generate really make me think my bf is right and there are alot more BBW/BHM lovers out there than people realize, because our society's enforced fatphobia keeps them afraid of revealing their true feelings.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
Thanks for the nice comment :^)

It does seem there is a large number of FAs.
Scorpion-Strike Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I think I have a few drawings I need to save now... typically I throw them away after they seem to get old.
marcecano Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012
koudelka2005 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2012  Professional General Artist
God, this is me! Especially the clothes-stuffing and the destructions of my early comics. Man I wish I still had them!
Sora-The-Neko-B4P Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I was like that.
bbwlover123 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
Story of my life
alex-daz Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
OMG.....ditto has happened with me!
abraxa Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012
Loved playing with waterballoons as well when I was a kid and totally kind got a perverse thrill from squishing them and often popping them, for sure. Also pillows or blankets... I totally did this as well. I have a really early memory from when I was a little little kid (like pre-kindergarten) of watching a Little Red Riding Hood cartoon and then getting kinda' excited (perhaps you could even say "turned on" in a way) at stuffing blankets in my shirt and my pants to make me look like the wolf with a "Little Red Riding Hood bulge" in my belly. My parents caught me doing this and I recall becoming really embarrassed about it since I felt like I was doing something "naughty"... they probably just thought I was being your average "goofy little kid".
Pinguesco Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012
Amen :)
Maxtaro Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012
I most certainly did the panels in the middle!

Except for the balloon one.
poundforpoundcake Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
The balloon thing seems to be the most obscure of the things listed.
MovieMowDown Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Can you make a larger picture of that last frame ;)
NovanostheNoble Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012
This is the exact same path I
followed, fat simulation and everything.
My parents still believe that my
preferences are what prevent me from
being of "the norm". In all honesty though,
I've seen today's "norm", and I frankly
don't wish to be a part of it.

Thank you for sharing your story. Great work.
zededd Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
in a way, isn't this how we all descover our tastes? my story is almost identical, only i hid my works under the carpet XD
it's impressive that even though i'm a mausiophile (preggo-lover) that people can descover these things the same... i first remember wondering about these kinds of things when i was three XD started off as WG and inflation fantasies
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